astrhenaverne | Confessions. (YutoYama fanfic) (Reply)

Author's note: Hey, this is the first time I've ever wrote a boy x boy fanfic. I did this out of the blue because of pure boredom. I was sick and didn't know what to do in bed. Please forgive me if there is anything wrong or off, I was just doing this for fun but I felt that it would be a waste if I didn't post it (since this is the first time I've ever finished a story hahaha.) so yeah. I hope you guys like it!

Confessions.

Today is a special day. Not just because it's New Year's Eve but because today is also the day Yamada will confess his feelings to Yuto.
Their friends planned to celebrate together. They're going to the karaoke and sing their hearts out, eat good food and just talk about everything. Just all those comfy and happy things.

Yamada has been thinking of confessing his feelings for a long time, his primary plan was to tell it on Christmas but he got too tensed, too anxious when he was about to tell it to Yuto, but now is the chance. He promised to himself that this is the last chance. He has to tell his feelings to Yuto before someone else takes him. Just the thought of it sends shivers to Yamada and he feels like his world is crumbling faster than a train. He looked at himself one last time in the mirror, checked if everything is perfect and left.

Every room is full of voices, laughters and music. Yamada heard someone called his name. He searched where the shout came from. "Yamada! Over here!", he peered through the other room on the left side and saw Keito waving and calling him. Keito is the only in the room.
"Hey! Happy New Year! Where are the others?" "Happy New Year too! Ahhh the other aren't here yet. Yuto messaged me a while ago, told me that he'll be here in 5 mins but 5 mins already passed and he isn't here yet. He's probably still in his house taking a shower or something, tsk. Anyway, it's still early so I'm sure it'll be fine." Yamada blushed from hearing Yuto's name. His head is filled with thoughts about what he should do when Yuto arrives. He shaked his head, trying to let all of his thoughts disappear. "Yamada? What's wrong? What are you doing?" Keito asked and also chuckled by what Yamada did. "Nothing! I was just.. Thinking of something." "Oh what were you thinking?" Yamada started searching frantically for an answer. He doesn't want to tell his friends about his plan of confessing yet. He thinks it'll add up to the pressure if he told everyone that soon. "It was nothing interesting, don't worry." he replied, wIshing Keito won't find anything suspicious. "Oh.. Well you know I'm here if you need anything. All ouf us are here for you. I'm going to take a trip to the restroom first. Mother nature is calling." Keito said. Yamada slightly laughed and nodded.

Keito left and closed the door, Yamada was all alone in the room. His worry started kicking in again. He needs to calm down. He sits on the chair near the door when all of a sudden somebody opened it. The person was catching his breath. Yamada looked up and saw that it was the person he's been waiting for, Yuto.
"I'm sorry, am I too late? Where are the others?" Yuto asked, still breathing hard. Yamada flushed, Yuto was staring at him very hard, he lost himself for a second. "Ryosuke? Are you okay?" Yuto asked worryingly. Yamada realized what he did, he went red and said, "Oh! Uhh yes I'm okay! Don't worry, the others aren't here yet except for Keito but he went to the restroom." "Ohh." Yuto didn't know what to say. It got awkward, both of them want to talk more but they don't know what to say. "Umm.. Happy New Year!" Yuto suddenly said. "Oh! Happy New Year too! Please treat me well this year too." "Same as I, please treat me well this year." Yuto sat beside Yamada and Yamada panicked because Yuto sat too close too him even though Yuto has a lot of space near him. Yamada's negative thoughts started haunting him again, "Is this the perfect time to confess to him? What should I do? What if this is a bad time? What if I get rejected?" his mind says. He took a deep breath, gathered all of his courage and called Yuto. "Yuto, I.. I have to tell you something." "Hm? What is it?" Yuto looked at Yamada and nearly kissed him. They were so close to each other to the point that they can easily feel each other's breath and smell each other's fragrance. Both of them just stared at each other while they feel like their hearts are going to jump out of their bodies any moment because they're beating too fast. Yuto realized that he was staring at Yamada's face for too long and quickly moved away. He covered half of his face with his hand to hide his blush while Yamada went red and moved away too. "What were you saying?" Yuto asked, trying to make the tone of his voice as normal as possible. Yamada's nervousness worsen. "Well.. Umm." Yamada coughed, "I umm." he's having a hard time organizing his words, his hands are getting sweaty. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath. "This is it Yamada." he told himself. "I like you.. In a romantic way." Yamada felt like everything turned silent, he doesn't want to open his eyes, he's afraid to see Yuto reject him. Every breath he takes feels like eternity when unexpectedly he felt something soft on his lips, shocked, Yamada opened his eyes and saw Yuto's face, they are kissing. Yamada was so shocked, he couldn't believe Yuto would kiss him, his mind wasn't processing properly. Yuto opened his eyes and broke away from the kiss. "I like you too Ryosuke, I've always do. Ever since we were kids I knew that you are the only one for me. I was planning to confess to you today.. Actually now but you did it first." hearing those beautiful words made Yamada cry. He's too happy he feels like he's the happiest person in the world. Yuto wiped Yamada's tear and kissed his forehead. He looked at Yamada's face again and said, "Meeting you is the best thing that ever happened to me.". Yamada hugged him tightly "Me too, Yuto. Me too.".